My name is Tinker and I am a recovering 12 Step Member of A.A. and N.A. and also Alanon. Without understanding for me that any of these addictions can lead me back to a life that was just horrid I do not stand a chance. For me its not what I did, but why. After stopping I realized that without my buffers life just did not feel worth living. I have always had a hard time making it around people places and things, and alcohol, drugs, men did made it all happen for me. That was some years ago, and at the end I found that what I thought was a the find of a lifetime, drugs, and men turned out to almost be my demise.
Thankfully today I do not have to hurt myself anymore. I also suffered from anorexia, cutting, and so many other things to hurt myself and or try to feel good, what a contridiction!!
Because of rooms like this and people like you I have been able to make a better way without all of this. Was it easy no way, but if it were I would of never made it. I tried everything the easy way and still went back over and over.
I hope if you are out there you at least give us a chance and let us know a little about yourself. We do not take hostages...and no one will tell you that you have to do anything only tell you what worked for them. Even if you do not make it today, or even after your here for years we would never throw you away, never put you down, we will however be honest with you, you are worth it. Thank you for my life....